Being able to be yourself is a privilege.
Virtual DJ rocks!
Hey guys, i'd attempted to mix a r&b podcast using virtual dj, give it a listen!
Sick bastards.
What a week, sitting around at home all the time, getting sleeps whenever i want to, doing things that i want to.
On Tuesday,
Senget and i went to MOE for a quicky. Ok that sounded just fucking wrong, my bad, i was referring to a quick buck by that.
Quick Fact: Did you know that MOE is located near Bouna Vista Mrt? (Cause i didn't really gives a shit)
Earned $30 bucks in 3 hours,
a pretty sweet deal huh? Shitty thing is that we look like damn coolies while unloading the stuffs down from the lorry at SMU. Well of cos we are still cool at the same time. So we are the cool coolies. say cool coolies ten times. Now it's stuck in your head like the Wondergirls' song isnt it?
Wednesday was Senget and Elena's birthday, and we went
dinning over at Fish & Co at the whatever-park mall it shall be.
Food was pretty good, considering i finally managed to finish my set after the past 2 attempts i've had in the past 1 & a half year. I mean, the food taste awesome when you just start eating, but eventually it taste
very sian right after you're about halfway through.
We then had
bowling and dinner before we went home. Full stop. Thats all. End Of Story.Im bored. Sian. Feel like having cookie.
Today was all about staying at home doing nothing on a rainy day.
Did you guys know Singapore flooded today? We are becoming like Indonesia! (or Thailand, or China, or Vietnam, or Laos, or Taiwan, or my bathtub.) Whats next? Having melamine in our milo? I made that up myself, pretty hilarious isnt it.
Anyway, i wanna end my post by commenting on a very sick thing.
Fish Being Eaten Alive. Click the link below to watch.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BYPuLnAscAI didnt even embed this video as i can stand the sight of the poor fish appearing on the page on my blog.
Watch the damn video. This group of Hong Kong people (i assume) are
twisted in their minds. I mean, was that necessary? Eating a half-cooked fish, and letting it watch you eat it while it's still breathing? This is just
plain cruel and disgusting. At look at those Youtube comments. Now the Chinese people are being portrayed as sick and low class thanks to these people. I mean we get it, its FRESH. But hell, how about some natives semi-roast your body, and let you watch them eat you in some jungle while you're still alive? Look at the video, this asshole was even teasing the fish by poking it with his freaking chopstick!
Sick bastards.
Sweet.
Well guess it's probably time to give my little old buddy a little update eh? By that, i actually mean this blog itself, and not you guys who are still reading. Nah im just kidding, i dont even know what the hell im typing, so please forgive me for all these nonsense that you just read.
What can i say huh, my holiday finally arrived! 2 months of holiday till the 11th of jan. Jealous right you guys, i bet you are.
Since today is only the very 1st day of the week, there's probably nothing much to be talking about. Therefore (you've guess it), im gonna update a little on last week!
My assignment was on last week, where i presentations my Super Cup Noodles' campaign. Didnt think i did well, but glad that it's fucking over!
Then comes Saturday, Long, Chunhow, Tristan and i went to the national stadium and catch Singapore vs Thailand. The atmosphere was ok as about 60% of the stadium was only filled. Guess it's probably the rain that kept the crowd from coming.
Thais are fucking divers i swear, they probably dived more than 10 times through out the match. They are so cheater. And the Japanese referee sucks, should get his eyes check. How can he not see the Thai players hand balled twice in the penalty box?!
But Singapore did put up a pretty good performance in terms of attacking during the 2nd period. The match ended 1-3, Thailand won. Hope they come back and defeat The diving Thai team during the return leg this coming wed at Thailand.
Outdoor SatWell yesterday was different alright, spending the entire day outdoor is not what i usually do but it's kind of refreshing in a good way.
It might sound cliche, but ya, we went for picnic at the botanic garden. The trip would be better without stupid those stupid minas working up about a football hitting them going at a speed of probably 0.5 km/hr. "Eh guys, you mind playing somewhere further anot?", well how bout you all go home and picnic so you will be defiantly safe?
After that, off we go, heading to the night safari's halloween night. The crowd was fucking insane i swear. If the place was bombed yesterday, Singapore's population would probably drop by 10%. Jp is the man! He gave us all 50% discount for all our tickets, shiok! Thanks a lot man!
More picture to be uploaded soon if im not feeling lazy.
Wrote a rather short song today.
here's the lyrics
Bits In Mebaby tell me you love me
or the bits in me will die slowly
baby tell me you need me
or the past we had will gone vanished
is this all what came to be
all the signs you gave were nothing but lies
is this all what came to be
all the smile you gave were not to be mine
baby tell me you love me
or the bits in me will die slowly
baby tell me you need me
or the past we had will gone vanished
or the signs you gave will gone vanished
or the smiles you gave will gone vanished.
Cant i ask? Cant i know? Why?
It makes me so pissed off as all along im trying to tell myself to ignored all the things that makes me felt so uncomfortable. All those little things has huge impact on me did you know? You have no idea how those little things again and again killed my day. The worse of all, i had to put up a front and laugh along as it would be damn obvious, and i'll look damn petty if i do show my true feelings.
Im trying very hard to not act as an emo asshole or a jealous son of a bitch, but it's really killing me inside slowly every day by day do you know? The fear of you getting snatch away by some other guy is just driving me mad. I dont wanna be like this, but it is human nature. I really cant control it. In fact, im trying very hard not to show it.
Everytime i wanna be mad at you, i just cant. Why? Fucking simply im not in anyways related to you. So who am i to get angry and unhappy about? Im just another guy, another guy who's nothing extraordinarily special.
I guess im just nothing to you.
Im sick and tired of all these shits. It all seems to be my fault, but hell, doesn't he plays the major role as well?
So, in the eyes of my family, i'd discovered today that im just a selfish, worthless, useless son of a garbage can.
I myself is on the verge of my own breaking point, and yet i have no rights to just simply enjoy a night out.
Poor academic results during my secondary school days seems to make them think im useless up till now. Well, what can i say? Im sorry that im born to be bad with science and math? My art, mother tongue , humanities got b3, and a b4 for my english. That make up 21 points for my L1R4.
Not good enough for me to enter a local poly? MOE, you should really question yourselves why would thoes designing courses needs math and sci as a requirement? Shouldn't a student who took up art as a subject to be given the green light into the designing courses?
Dont you need a damn test to filter the creatives from the others? You simply took in people who are unproven potential creatives and just let them enter, base on their "overall" result?
This results in people being force to take up courses that they are not interested in, and that results in people losing interest in their studies and drop out.
Splitting people into JCs, Polys and ITE is not the way to do it as well MOE.
I always - and still - believes that everyone are born with something which they have some special talent in. So ya, please do something to benefit everyone, and stop the sorting, it's not helping. Its wasting potential talents in the country.
How i wish that im born in some western country, where moving out when you're 18 seems to be the perfectly natural thing to do. I'd realized that my dad has a very traditional Chinese mindset.
I do respect everyone in my family (well except for one which everyone knows), but you, you is the perfect example of a bad father, the last thing a child needs to have.
You've done a superb job in terms of putting the bread on the table everyday, but what i needed most the your trust and support on the things i do. You once said in our recent argument that i'd not even you enough trust. For fuck sake im your fucking son. Is our house a damn company?
So am i the office boy now who needs to serve coffee and boot-licking you to earn my "promotion"? Are all the rest of my brothers the "managers" now in the "company"?
I've got enough shits to deal with, in terms of school, relationship, cash, and friendship. The last thing i need is for you to "instruct" bro to ask me where am i, while im busy rushing my fucking Jetstar group project in Starbucks, somewhere far away in town.
I'd come to a conclusion on why our relationship is that bad.
You like to assume.You are always so fucking paranoid with everything. If i stay up late in my room, you will assume im using the net, doing things which are nonconstructive. If im outside, you will assume that im out since very late, where the fact is that i just went out like only at 4 or 5 pm.
You know, i once came across reading something very interesting, but yet so true on the internet? Ok, here it goes-
"When You Assume, It make an "ASS" out of "U" and "Me" .Funny, but damn true people.
Im not saying that im denying that i dont assume. Everyone does it. You see a badly dressed guy, you assume he's an ah beng. When you see some working person on the train, you assume he's some office boy who earn like only maybe 1,500 per month.
What if that day the "office guy's" car was sent for maintenance? What if the "ah beng" is just going to some shopping mall near to his home to grab some household stuffs?
See, people just tend to assume things, which does indeed made an ass out of "you and me".
So ya, my dad is indeed an ass, period.
I'll make my children speak Spanish next time, so my dad will not be able to transmit his "oh so yesterday" mindset to pollute their minds.
