SHIT...I need a break
Right from the start of this year, i have been living in fear... I fear everyday that im gonna be wasting this year... I guess many felt the same. It seems like there's always a heavy load on my shoulder. I kept telling myself to study, but there seems to be nothing motivating me... I think i really need to do something about it man. Just last week Poly started. Seeing the students going for their classes just makes me feels shitty, i donno why, but im sure that im jealous... Oh well, just do well enough and go to a poly is my only wish...
Hey.
