Yawn~...
I seems to be very restless nowadays... Used to hang out with my friends everyday after sch doing nth slacking, and goes out every Sat... But now im feeling sick and tired of these... I somehow just feels that staying at home playing with my PSP, surfing the net and sleeping seems more enjoyable than hanging outside all day long and returns home lately.
I guess i have to apologies to my friends as it seems that we are drifting apart... Now im probably a asshole in their eyes, a guy who's isolated and anti-social. Not being emotional here, but true, i have not been a good friend. Lets take yesterday as an example, i agreed on going to swimming after school with Desmond ,Kayong and Kenny. But it rains while we are having our chinese Focus Studies. I wasn't convinced to go for swimming anymore as it's somehow common senses not to go while it's raining heavily. But i seems to spoiled the mood as i told them i dont think im going anymore.
When i reached home, the rain stops, and the weather is good enough to continue with our plan, but i refused to go after they keeps persuading me to go by phone calls. I felt somehow very shitty to do this but im just too reluctant to do anything about it. God, I think im sucks, im not as steady as how i used to be.
This is just one of the examples of these days, so im sorry my friends...
Hey.