"Look how hardworking your brother is during his exam period."

"Are you trying to say i didn't work hard enough during my exam period?" I replied.

Seriously, I'm truly disappointed with my mum. I have no idea how serious she is when she made that comment, but seriously, if she not my mum, i will not hesitate to shout "fuck" in her face, or even give her a fucking punch.

I was just trying to get myself some cake when this comment was made.

She herself saw me waking up in the morning every fucking day, camping outside the fucking library like a fucking nerd, just to secure a table to study. She herself saw me bringing friends back several occasion to study, and me going over to my friends house to study.

And now, listen to the shit she said.

Not knowing the pressure I'm under during the O Levels period, not knowing how stressed up i am before the motherfucking Maths paper, not knowing during the last few minutes before my History paper how tensed up i am trying to squeeze all the fucking Nazis, Germans, America, Fucking Pearl Harbor, the fucking reason why the son of the bitches are fighting over oil and shits into my head, she made such comment.

Already being bothered bout the fact that if I'm able to enter a poly, such comment will not help.

Fuck off.

I'm not trying to be emotional here, just try to understand how much effort I gave in, and yet received a fucking E8 grade.

Try to understand, If you cant, then don't comment. Man, I've never been so worked up before with a comment.

I'll will remember this comment for my whole entire life, if not, years for sure.

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He opens his result slip, and was being stunned by what he see. Among all the eligible courses, he spotted only one poly course - N78. With his L1 R4 of 21 points, he did not understand why he is only eligible for one course. Taking a closer look at his result slip, he immediately knew the reason for the outcome. His maths failed, an E8 grade. He doesn't know if he should smile or cry, as he's being caught in the middle. He recalled the night before how his mum joked about him always getting border line results since kindergarten. He went around asking any teacher he was able to spot, and asked them "is that it? Is this the only poly course i can choose?"

Miss Chitra said: Ya, in your 12 options, u can only choose this course.

Mrs Lee said: You can still list down other courses to try your luck.

Miss Yeo (Angie Tan): You can still list down other courses to try your luck.

He choose to believe Mrs Lee and Miss Yeo, and went home choosing other 11 options he likes in the JAE booklet given. Finally, the day after he took his result, he keyed in all 12 options, including the one he's only eligible for, into the MOE website to submit his application.

After clicking the button (NEXT), he found himself being redirected to the same page again. He reads "Please re-enter the courses which you are eligible for only). This time, he started panicked, and called up his friend to ask what to do. Knowing the fact that there's nothing he could actually do, He submitted only 1 option: N78, Ngee Ann Poly: Digital Visual Effects.

Here's the update i promised:

Jay Chou World Tour 2008 (Singapore 18.01.08)
























Videos will be uploaded soon, as now im going out, byebye.

Stay or Leave?

Today's my second last day working in Singtel. Why? Because they wanna terminate us due to over budget.

Actually, i dont really feel anything. In fact, im quite happy as im actually quite sick my job already you see.

So tomorrow, it's Jay Chou's Concert(Jay Chou World Tour 2008)! And I am going to indoor to watch it with Syafiq and Tristian. I'll take pictures and post on my blog after the concert(as i guess i'll be very free then as i tio terminated already).

Now let's talk about O Level's result. I heard it on next friday(25th). When i heard the news, i was seriously scare. God bless i pass man. Let me at least enter a Poly with a course which i have interest in. Please, let me pass pass pass pass pass pass pass pass pass pass pass pass.

Today i'll recieve my Bell, sorry i mean Dell monitor! So lets hope it works great with my Xbox 360 =D.

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I just recieved news that i got a choice to stay , or leave my job. Syafiq decided to stay till the end of the contract as he needs money to buy a new phone(he lost his W810i early this week you see[haha stupid] ).

But i think i'll quit la, as the results will be announce next week(you know, need to register new school and stuffs), plus Chinese New Year is just 3 weeks away(that means still goning to get money even without working anymore =D). Aiya, donno la, i still got a few hours to decide.

Bye.

Random Update

Bad news - My EZ-Link card is now recognized as an adult card!

Ok, wondering how i know that? I'll tell you. While tapping the card, the machine went "DI", instead of "TOOT TOOT", and a day's trip cost me about 5 bucks. Damn.

This doesn't affect Syafiq as he use his sister's card instead of his own. That reminds me of using my grandma's card a few years ago and got busted by the bus uncle, Haha.

Result is getting nearer each day, and of course, im very afraid. But I know that i already did/tried my best, so no regrets for me if my result turns out to be bad. But so far, I already dreamed twice that i passed. So lets hope it will be same in the reality.

Tomorrow im off, so most likely will be playing soccer. But after that, it will be straight 5 days of working... Most likely after taking result, im going to quit.

Thanks for reading(if you did, if you really did, if you really really really did). Bye!

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