Damn the rain-

What a wasted trip today to Tiong Bahru's carpet grass street soccer court man. Well, the place does actually look pretty sweet, but the problem is that, it's ridiculously packed!

Only managed to play one match (as goalkeeper somemore!), before the rain starts pouring down from the sky as the night approaches.


No more click five hair style!

And oh ya, finally got my haircut(Yesterday). So now people, you can now stop mocking me bout my hair being as thick as a bush! New hairstyle can actually be spot on the top right hand corner of my blog, in which i've just changed(if you bother).


Worries

Well, there's really plenty of shits to be concerning about, which are the 2 things which makes every men on earth scratching their heads.

ps:I hope it's not irritating.



Birthday 18th

So yep, my birthday is actually around the corner, and seriously, i myself does not gives a shit about it. Was actually planning a party-like birthday party at Vivian Ang's condo, but plan was blew as she cant make it because she's too busy with school work and stuffs. I thank her anyway for the effort of checking her schedule and stuffs. Thanks ya? My birthday celebrations were never exciting nor fun since i've been born(sad eh?). So erm... i was just thinking like going out with my closest pals - the regular gang and Giggles - and have a nice and peaceful dinner.


Anger Management

For people who've know me long, i was never easy to get angry in the past. But since after graduating, temper has been getting bad. I dont know why. Maybe more and more people arent auto enough, and are always testing my patience. I've always tried to be a nice guy, but seems like it's always a dumb thing to do as slowly i've realizes people just dont appreciate.

For example at work -

New partners act like a big shot, telling me what to do. Voicing out stupid comments without evening knowing what are the real situations.

Last week, i was the cashier. A customer were using a tumbler for her drink. Starbucks' rule is that, if cust uses a tumbler to purchase a drink, he or she will get a 30cents discount.

To issue a discount, i must have the manager's card. So i went to the backroom, and get it. That's common sense isnt it? As i was on my way back to the counter, my 2 partners were saying "can you please dont leave your cashier for no reasons?". One of them already pissed me off by acting like a big shot earlier on. So after the fucked up comments, my face went totally black - till i knock off. Yes, i still greet my customers and smile, by faking them, as i dont think it's right to cause other people to be upset just because im feeling shitty myself.

What really pissed me off are not negative comments bout me. Im a guy who welcome comments, be it negative or positive, if i deserve them. I just cant take comments that was said for fun. To put it short, accusations.

So it's true, being nice doesn't necessarily pays off. Sometimes they will instead back-fired, as some assclowns just doesnt apprciate. Im not saying that i've to be nasty, im just saying that, dont expect too much, sometimes it's just better to mind your own business.

For fucked up people out there: Dont be a fucker, fucking up other people's mood. Dont do things that you dont want people to do to you.

Im always looking for a change, and always trying to learn - Trying to be a better person, trying to change my mistakes. Im not ashamed to admit that i've done fucked up things which i aint proud of before in my life. By looking back, it's doesnt really helps you to move on. What matters is that to make that first step, them you will see yourself moving, and then changes will then be made.

It's time to move on.

Hey.