Im sick and tired of all these shits. It all seems to be my fault, but hell, doesn't he plays the major role as well?

So, in the eyes of my family, i'd discovered today that im just a selfish, worthless, useless son of a garbage can.

I myself is on the verge of my own breaking point, and yet i have no rights to just simply enjoy a night out.

Poor academic results during my secondary school days seems to make them think im useless up till now. Well, what can i say? Im sorry that im born to be bad with science and math? My art, mother tongue , humanities got b3, and a b4 for my english. That make up 21 points for my L1R4.

Not good enough for me to enter a local poly? MOE, you should really question yourselves why would thoes designing courses needs math and sci as a requirement? Shouldn't a student who took up art as a subject to be given the green light into the designing courses?

Dont you need a damn test to filter the creatives from the others? You simply took in people who are unproven potential creatives and just let them enter, base on their "overall" result?

This results in people being force to take up courses that they are not interested in, and that results in people losing interest in their studies and drop out.

Splitting people into JCs, Polys and ITE is not the way to do it as well MOE.

I always - and still - believes that everyone are born with something which they have some special talent in. So ya, please do something to benefit everyone, and stop the sorting, it's not helping. Its wasting potential talents in the country.

How i wish that im born in some western country, where moving out when you're 18 seems to be the perfectly natural thing to do. I'd realized that my dad has a very traditional Chinese mindset.

I do respect everyone in my family (well except for one which everyone knows), but you, you is the perfect example of a bad father, the last thing a child needs to have.

You've done a superb job in terms of putting the bread on the table everyday, but what i needed most the your trust and support on the things i do. You once said in our recent argument that i'd not even you enough trust. For fuck sake im your fucking son. Is our house a damn company? So am i the office boy now who needs to serve coffee and boot-licking you to earn my "promotion"? Are all the rest of my brothers the "managers" now in the "company"?

I've got enough shits to deal with, in terms of school, relationship, cash, and friendship. The last thing i need is for you to "instruct" bro to ask me where am i, while im busy rushing my fucking Jetstar group project in Starbucks, somewhere far away in town.

I'd come to a conclusion on why our relationship is that bad.

You like to assume.

You are always so fucking paranoid with everything. If i stay up late in my room, you will assume im using the net, doing things which are nonconstructive. If im outside, you will assume that im out since very late, where the fact is that i just went out like only at 4 or 5 pm.

You know, i once came across reading something very interesting, but yet so true on the internet? Ok, here it goes-

"When You Assume, It make an "ASS" out of "U" and "Me" .

Funny, but damn true people.

Im not saying that im denying that i dont assume. Everyone does it. You see a badly dressed guy, you assume he's an ah beng. When you see some working person on the train, you assume he's some office boy who earn like only maybe 1,500 per month.

What if that day the "office guy's" car was sent for maintenance? What if the "ah beng" is just going to some shopping mall near to his home to grab some household stuffs?

See, people just tend to assume things, which does indeed made an ass out of "you and me".

So ya, my dad is indeed an ass, period.

I'll make my children speak Spanish next time, so my dad will not be able to transmit his "oh so yesterday" mindset to pollute their minds.

Hey.