Cant i ask? Cant i know? Why?
It makes me so pissed off as all along im trying to tell myself to ignored all the things that makes me felt so uncomfortable. All those little things has huge impact on me did you know? You have no idea how those little things again and again killed my day. The worse of all, i had to put up a front and laugh along as it would be damn obvious, and i'll look damn petty if i do show my true feelings.
Im trying very hard to not act as an emo asshole or a jealous son of a bitch, but it's really killing me inside slowly every day by day do you know? The fear of you getting snatch away by some other guy is just driving me mad. I dont wanna be like this, but it is human nature. I really cant control it. In fact, im trying very hard not to show it.
Everytime i wanna be mad at you, i just cant. Why? Fucking simply im not in anyways related to you. So who am i to get angry and unhappy about? Im just another guy, another guy who's nothing extraordinarily special.
I guess im just nothing to you.
Hey.